Beloved Folly

Some months ago I read Debbie Blue’s Consider the Birds, and for the first time in years, I felt compelled to share some of a book’s insights in the form of a sermon series.  To that end, the folks in Crafton Heights will spend ten weeks in the Summer of 2014 considering some of the insights brought forward in that volume and by the creatures and stories featured therein.  For the sake of brevity, let me simply say that if you read something that strikes you as profound and wise, it probably comes from her work.  If you read something that seems a little heretical, well, chances are that it’s from me. 

On August 3, 2014 our readings came from Job 39:13-18 and Luke 12:27-37

The Patient Job, Gerard Seghers 1591 – 1651

The Patient Job, Gerard Seghers 1591 – 1651

What do you think of when you think about Job? If we know anything about this rather mysterious person whose name graces what is perhaps the oldest book in our Bibles, we know that he was patient. Have you ever heard that phrase, “the patience of Job”? Even if we aren’t quite sure who he was or what happened to him, most folks associate him with being patient.

If we dig a little deeper, we get a sense of Job as a great guy who didn’t deserve all the terrible things that happened to him. To be honest, that seems to be how he saw himself. And, to be honest, we wouldn’t wish what happened to him on anyone: family tragedy followed by financial ruin followed by virtual exclusion from his community and society. By his own account, Job is a good man who acted wisely and well and who had somehow earned a little better treatment from God, the universe, or whatever was out there.

By the time Job gets to the end of his rope in his litany of complaints against the almighty, he declares,

Yet does not one in a heap of ruins stretch out his hand, and in his disaster cry for help? Did not I weep for him whose day was hard? Was not my soul grieved for the poor? 
But when I looked for good, evil came; and when I waited for light, darkness came. 
My heart is in turmoil, and is never still; days of affliction come to meet me.
.. I stand up in the assembly, and cry for help. 
I am a brother of jackals, and a companion of ostriches. (Job 30:24-29)

When Job wants to say that this life he’s been given is worse than anyone could possibly deserve or even imagine, he says that he is a “companion of ostriches.”

I've been told that this bird is in fact an EMU, not an ostrich.  I like it.  So sue me.

I’ve been told that this bird is in fact an EMU, not an ostrich. I like it. So sue me.

The ostrich does not have a very good reputation, either in the Bible or in our experience. It’s listed among the birds that are called “an abomination” in Leviticus. It’s an ugly, ungainly, and allegedly remarkably stupid creature. It has the smallest brain in proportion to body size of just about any animal on the planet – truly a “bird-brain” if ever there was one. In the wild, ostriches live in desolate areas eating plants and insects. They are usually alone or in pairs, and can be found in some of the harshest climates on earth.

Given all that, it’s understandable why, on his worst day, Job would compare himself to one of these creatures: called unclean, forced to live in the wilderness, lie in the dust, and subsist on a minimal diet. For much of the book that bears his name, he bellows his complaint to God and humans: “Look! I’m a good guy! I do the right things! Why did this happen to me? What did I do to deserve this?”

Job’s complaints are met, first of all, by a group of “friends” who come to console him and to show him how maybe he’s not as good as he thinks that he is. There must be something really wrong, they say, or this kind of thing wouldn’t happen. Like Job, the friends are just as convinced that we get what we deserve in life – they just happen to believe that old Job must be forgetting some great sin or mistake in his life that is obviously the cause of his great trouble.

God Answers Job, William Blake 1757 – 1827

God Answers Job, William Blake 1757 – 1827

After Job and his friends argue about what Job does or does not deserve for about 37 chapters, God finally speaks to Job “out of the whirlwind”. His response – some of the most amazing poetry ever recorded, in my opinion – is to say to Job, “Look, friend, who do you think you are, exactly?” There is an immense litany of all that God has created – chapters 38 – 41 of Job are essentially a love song from the Creator to the creation. God charges at Job with question after question:
– what do you know about the rising of the sun?
– what do you know about the habits of the mountain goat?
– have you ever looked at, and considered the wild ox or the ostrich?

And when he gets around to the ostrich, you get the feeling that the Creator is ready to admit that maybe the oddly-shaped bird wasn’t his best idea. In fact, it sounds like God is joining Job in giving no respect to the ostrich.

God talks about how the bird flaps its useless wings, and how overly proud the bird appears to be of its feathers.

Incidentally, do you know that prior to World War I, ostrich feathers were just as valuable, pound for pound, as diamonds? There was a fashion craze in the beginning of the 20th century and everyone wanted ostrich plumes. They were, and are, very popular items in feather boas, hats, and (from what I’m told) “adult toys”. They were and are valuable because the ostrich is a flightless bird. It can’t use its feathers to fly, and so, unlike most birds, the feathers of an ostrich don’t have little hooks on their outside edges. They feel really nice to brush up against – precisely because they are useless for flight.

God appears to condemn the ostrich for being a poor, or at least clumsy, parent for building its nest on the ground where the eggs or hatchlings could be stepped on and crushed by a parent that will typically weigh between 150 and 300 pounds.

And yet…and yet, God says… “Have you ever seen one of those creatures run?” The ostrich, says God, laughs at the horse and rider. Ostriches are capable of speeds of up to 45 miles per hour, and can maintain sustained speeds of about 40 miles per hour. Their anatomy is such that they can just go and go and go.

God celebrates and cares for the ostrich! He tells Job, “Yes, of course the ostrich is foolish. It looks like it’s from another planet. It behaves in very unusual ways, and it is overly proud of some of its more profoundly useless parts, like wings… but I delight in the ostrich!”

Do you see what is happening here? For most of the book, Job is telling God, “Listen, Big Guy, perhaps my resumé has gotten lost in the pile of paperwork on your celestial desk, but you seem to have forgotten who you’re dealing with. I’m Job. J-O-B, remember? Have you lost sight of all the ways I’ve kept faith with you, all the stuff I’ve done to help the world, all the awards I’ve received from the chamber of commerce? God, you’re supposed to be impressed with me and give me the best treatment because I’m, well, because I’m me.”

And when Job loses his family, his money, his standing in the community – when Job becomes a companion of the ostrich, then Job figures that he is nothing and nobody. Job’s tragedy, in his mind, seems to be that he’s not as important as he thought that he deserved to be – and nobody, especially God, seems to care about that.

In the book that inspired this sermon series, Debbie Blue writes,

Maybe God is saying, “Look, stop focusing on yourself, look around for a minute – look at it all. It’s all so beautiful and mysterious and complex – and bigger than you, way bigger than you. Consider the birds, man. Stop being so consumed with yourself, so anthropocentric.” Maybe it is not meant to diminish us in some scornful way, but rather to diminish us in a way that sets us free. God is trying to give us a break – consider what is not you, what is beyond you. Stop posting your every move on Facebook – go outside for heaven’s sake.[1]

As impressed as Job seems to be with himself, he’s not impressing God with his list of accomplishments. Yet God still regards Job for who he is – not for what he’s got or for what he’s done.

So listen, beloved. Think for just a moment about yourself and your life. Be brutally honest with yourself, and for heaven’s sake, don’t answer this question out loud: what is the one thing of which you are most proud? What is the thing about yourself that pleases you or impresses you the most?

Is it the time you saved that kid’s life back in high school?
The way you’ve kept your figure even after the kids?
Are you impressed with the fact that you still fit into those favorite jeans?
Maybe you’re proud of the time you rescued that family from the burning building, or saved your entire platoon in Vietnam, or eliminated world hunger…
What is it? What is it about yourself that in your heart of hearts impresses you the most?

Are you ever tempted to wave that thing around a little bit in the hopes that someone like me, or that pretty girl over there, or the Lord up in heaven might notice it? Do you want me or God to like you a little better because of this accomplishment of yours?

This is, for sure, an ostrich.

This is, for sure, an ostrich.

Listen, this is the truth: all the greatest stuff you’ve ever done…all those amazing accomplishments and boyish good looks and riotous sense of humor and human achievements… No matter who you are or what you’ve done, those things are all about as impressive as an ostrich flapping her wings.

You want to trot out all the things about you that are supposed to impress God? That bird won’t fly. That dog won’t hunt. The Good News of the Gospel is that your Creator refuses to be a scorekeeper. God is not impressed with your resumé. That’s the Good News.

The Best News is that God delights in you no less than he does in the ostrich. Not because of all that stuff that you carry around with you and insist on waving around from time to time. Because of you. You! God loves you and celebrates you and delights in your youness.

Isn’t that a relief? That you don’t have to impress anyone with this long list of things that are really important about you?

Last summer, my wife and I read a fascinating book entitled The Art of Possibility. In it, we hear the story of two prime ministers discussing the affairs of state.

Suddenly a man bursts in, apoplectic with fury, shouting and stamping and banging his fist on the desk. The resident prime minister admonishes him: “Peter,” he says, “kindly remember Rule Number 6,” whereupon Peter is instantly restored to complete calm, apologizes, and withdraws.

The politicians return to their conversation, only to be interrupted yet again twenty minutes later by a hysterical woman gesticulating wildly, her hair flying. Again, the intruder is greeted with the words, “Marie, please remember Rule Number 6.” Complete calm descends once more, and she too withdraws with a bow and an apology.

When the scene is repeated for a third time, the visiting prime minister addresses his colleague. “My dear friend, I’ve seen many things in my life, but never anything as remarkable as this. Would you be willing to share with me the secret of Rule Number 6?” Very simple,” replies the resident prime minister. “Rule Number 6 is ‘Don’t take yourself so g–damn seriously.’” “Ah,” says his visitor, that is a fine rule.”

After a moment of pondering, he inquires, “And what, may I ask, are the other rules?”

“There aren’t any.”[2]

Friends in the Lord, allow me to suggest that you will enjoy your walk with the Lord more fully if you refuse to take yourself, your accomplishments, and your achievements so seriously.

When Debbie Blue writes about the ostrich, she says,

The ostrich is foolish, forgetful, lacking in wisdom, overly proud of its wings that can’t fly. But God doesn’t condemn the ostrich for its behavior. God loves all God’s crazy animals. The ostrich flaps its flightless wings with joy, and ‘when she rouses herself to flee, she laughs at the horse and his rider.’ The ostrich laughs at us. Maybe it is just the sort of companion we need.[3]

Did you hear Jesus a while back? “Seek first God’s kingdom. Fear not, little flock! It is your father’s pleasure to give you the kingdom.” We aren’t earning a kingdom. We’re not trading for it. We are silly little creatures with flightless wings and useless feathers who are given something more wonderful than we can imagine.

Thanks be to God for his great love in our lives. Celebrate that love, and take that love – not yourself so very seriously! Amen.

[1]  Consider the Birds (Abingdon, 2013), pp. 123-124

[2] Rosamund Stone Zander and Benjamin Zander, The Art of Possibility: Transforming Professional and Personal Life (New York: Penguin Books, 2002) p. 79.

[3] Consider the Birds p. 125.

2014 Youth Mission Update #1

Making Memories.

For more than a decade, whenever I’ve had the privilege of serving alongside my friend Tim on a youth group event, we’ve talked about the importance of memory in spiritual formation.  When we are together, we seek to provide experiences, and interpretation of those experiences, that allow young people to envision themselves and their worlds in new ways.  Stories anchor the self in a way of looking at the world.  When the world, our current situation, or some great evil threatens to did-member us, memories remind us of who we have been and can guide us into who we’d like to be.

We do not come on youth mission trips because we believe that it’s the best way for the people of New Jersey to receive skilled carpenters in their quest to rebuild from hurricane Sandy.  We come because we believe that it’s a significant way to teach these young people empathy, service, and humility; it’s a path to growth for us, and a means by which we discover joy and God’s presence on the journey.

The Sequoia is beaten, but not bowed after the accident.

The Sequoia is beaten, but not bowed after the accident.

Our journey started out very rockily.  After driving for about five hours through sheets of rain and intense traffic, we found ourselves on Philadelphia’s Schuylkill Expressway where the traffic was stop and go for miles.  At one point, the cars in front of us stopped quickly while we were being more attentive to going – and we were involved in a three-car pile up.  I’ve been leading mission trips for more than three decades, and this is the first time that we’ve ever been involved in a road accident.  Fortunately, our twelve-passenger van was able to swerve out of the way, but the eight-passenger Toyota was not so lucky.  There was significant damage to three vehicles, but no one in our group was injured at all.  It would seem as though none of the other people were either.  After a long wait to clear things with police and file the appropriate paperwork, we decided that the truck was roadworthy and we drove the last 90 miles to the coast, where we limped in for some amazing pizza at around 10:00.

The home to which we've been assigned has been raised, but is not yet secure.

The home to which we’ve been assigned has been raised, but is not yet secure.

In 2014, we have 15 young people and 5 adults from the First U.P. Church of Crafton Heights who have traveled to Brigantine, NJ, in order to work with our friends at the Presbyterian Disaster Assistance to help homeowners recover from the worst storm of 2012.  Many of the homes on this island suffered from flooding at that time, and one of the means by which the problem is being addressed is that entire homes are being lifted ten or twelve feet into the air and placed on pilings or block foundation.  The home to which we were assigned on Monday is one such home.  It was a small ranch, but has now been elevated and given a basement.  Our Monday task was to begin construction of a safety railing around that deck.  We hit a few of the usual “first day of mission trip” snags, such as having more enthusiasm than supervision and direction, but we were so proud of the young people and their willingness to wait through that.  When we finally got moving, the kids clicked as a team and made some good things happen.

Lexi led a team of folks drilling pilot holes in the spindles for the railing.

Lexi led a team of folks drilling pilot holes in the spindles for the railing.

Josh makes sure the railing will wind up straight and true.

Josh makes sure the railing will wind up straight and true.

Marla, Carly, and Nico celebrate the power of the nailing gun.

Marla, Carly, and Nico celebrate the power of the nailing gun.

After work, we walked TWO BLOCKS to the beach, where a number of our folks saw the ocean for the first time in their lives. I wish that there was a way for me to adequately describe the JOY and the CELEBRATION that went into this session of intense play.  Squeals of delight rang across the waves.  If I had a nickel for every time someone said to me, “Pastor Dave, this is so amazing!” or “Pastor Dave, the ocean is so fun!”, I wouldn’t have to worry about the deductible for my auto insurance!  We swam in the surf, played frisbee and paddleball, collected shells with children, and just enjoyed the gift of God’s creation and each other.  I mentioned to my wife that after the events of the previous 24 hours, all I wanted to do was simply go to each young person and hug them and tell them that I loved them.  It was a great, great release and celebration.

Beach Joy!

Beach Joy!

Words fail me as I try to describe the healing and restorative power of the waves and surf.

Words fail me as I try to describe the healing and restorative power of the waves and surf.

One of the young people who had never seen the beach before asked, "Pastor Dave, can we please just take a photo of our group now?"  Some of the team had already headed for the shower, but here's a memory...

One of the young people who had never seen the beach before asked, “Pastor Dave, can we please just take a photo of our group now?” Some of the team had already headed for the shower, but here’s a memory…

Following that we got cleaned up and headed out to a small family-run restaurant for burgers, calzones, stromboli, and ceviché (one guess as to which mission trip person ordered the pickled fish dish!) along with earnest and generous conversation.  We came back to the Community Presbyterian Church of Brigantine for some incredibly rousing singing, where the theme of delight and joy was evident once more.  Here were late teens asking me to play “Father Abraham” so they could get up and act out the motions and laugh and laugh and laugh in the Holy Spirit. Oh, you should have been here.  It was Holy.  Jeff led us through an exploration of God’s call to Jeremiah to build and refresh the community in which we live and then we played some more.

Katie was insistent that we look very serious in this photo.  It almost worked.

Katie was insistent that we look very serious in this photo. It almost worked.

These kids will remember this for a long time.

Thanks be to God.  I pray that it will help them to find the anchors of joy and hope when those qualities seem remote in days to come.

Making memories.